I rarely ever outwardly asked for help and right now... I really want some help... For all my friends who know me all too well, I tend to be very reserved and hardly ask...but I need help, from anyone whose willing to give it.

So I'm not sure how many people read this but it is important, spread the word is all I can ask and beg for... As of yesterday afternoon it has been confirmed that EVERYTHING on my desktop is gone, music, my artwork that I've been working on for years and never posted on here to pictures, memorabilia, my stories. The OS corrupted itself, I had no viruses, no spyware, windows just decided to crash. I was stupid to never back up things that were so important to me...because well... my life is all on the computer... Also my mp3 player has started to go, my cell phone was hosted on the DANGER! servers for T-Mobile if anyone else had that problem recently...I lost everything on my phone as well, luckily I still had my photos but I lost all my numbers.

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The point I'm trying to make is please, anyone, I need help. I need phone numbers, I need pictures, if I ever shared artwork with you on MSN tell me. I'm asking for donations of music, donations of silly pictures, donations of what fucking ever you feel like sending me. I'll be doing commissions, anything, I will draw anything. Even if you tell your friends and have them message me, I'd appreciate it. I'll be honest, if you do want to give me money, if you want to pay me for artwork, it's going towards an external hardrive or my bills that I need to pay off... I'm not trying to goat people, I'm not trying to make anyone feel bad, I understand I made a mistake.

Money is hard, the economy is rough and considering my personal weekly income is around 40 bucks I know how hard it is to keep up with things much less give your money to someone else.

If anyone is interested in art commissions or sending me anything, pm me and I can send you my private email address.